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How are you?

2011-03-16T21:38:00.003+08:00

I am fine. No, not so fine.

1. I'm asking for more, more than ever.

2. So many things to achieve, yet so far.

3. It's always not the right timing.

4. Is it because of me, or because of fate?

5. Am I not feeling fear anymore, or I become care no more?

6. I need assurance.

7. Something that can't get by money is more upset.

8. Do we have to be always realistic?

9. Please tell me, what is good about me.

10. Everyone can be pretty, the less pretty ones are just lazy.

11. I wanna get away, for awhile.

Please let me be the Cinderella, for once.

演唱会不想完毕，是因为不想回到现实。

Reminiscence

2010-12-15T01:21:00.002+08:00

January 2010

My 2010 resolution:

1. My closest people be healthy and happy

2. love myself more

3. more courage to face challenges

4. the five of them to be just like before

I feel that I am doing great on them. :)

I did not had a BIG change for 2010, but at least SMALL change.

Try harder, in 2011!

Words, can't explains all;

The feelings are truthful.

I learned to be thoughtful,

I learned to be open,

I learned to be selfish,

I learned SARCASM,

I learned to be independent,

I learned to live for myself.

I did not write it on paper,

but I write in heart.

I want knowledge,

I want mature,

I want support,

I want a shoulder,

I want a hug,

I want status,

I want new challenge,

I want vacation,

I want Love.

The hidden should be revealed,

whether it is incomplete.

It's all about self

2010-07-08T20:59:00.009+08:00

picture courtesy of google

Tears just float up from the deep sea to the surface.

You just realized that you've been so weak for so long, until you have been forgetting about it, until the pain is immune.

You are surprised that it is unhealthy, probably you have used to it.

But now you MUST change.

For 20 years you have been living with that, why are you still hiding all the pain?

YOUR BEHAVIORs are COUNTERING YOUR BELIEVES

People come and go in life,

why do you want to live for someone, or everyone but not yourself?

Yourself are the one who will live with you forever.

Make yourself happy.

Give credit to yourself.

You have done a great job!

picture courtesy of flickr

People always choose for various perfume.

You chose to live WITHOUT it.

Something good about yourself #1: going back alone during traffic jam without being emo.

Respect others,

respect me.

Very Very Belated First Moomoo

2010-05-18T00:56:00.008+08:00

ahh cute lil' boy.

how dare i am to forget it's your birthday ♥♥

flickr by tracy raver

New semester, new knowledge.

I wish someone has a baby for me to test the validity of what i learn. =P

flickr by junjern

nature or nurture?

flickr by kathrynivy.com

Nurture makes you to eat even you're not hungry

I realize I have friends.

I may not the best, but i'm not worse.

People actually remembers me.

flickr by Green Horned Unicorn (Antonia Krajicek)

1. slow old with nate

2. ~~Green Horned Unicorn~~ to be success

3. live inspired each day

I'm having a good life.

courtesy by beanipet

原来，我不是什么都不是。

♥ can i hug you to my dreams? ♥

words & thoughts

2010-04-13T23:30:00.003+08:00

I begin to realize that here becomes a shelter whenever i don't feeling like doing what i am supposed to do (assignments, revision, reports);

a place to hide, escape, avoid, ignore. Just the few minutes to let myself daydream.

ok la it's actually always more than one hour. =P

I have been procrastinating since the beginning of the semester, still continuing now.

I don't feel the lack of time yet, but i know i should START to get my butt off the computer. Yet, human is always good in giving excuses "out of the box".

The book is just not tasty.

ah it's time to go to bed.

i'm not good in words, doesn't mean i have no good thoughts.

Memory

2010-03-31T20:27:00.004+08:00

Half a month not appearing here,

started to follow the norm surrounding - no idea what to update here and no time.

Just the last report left, yet it's the most challenging one.

Had a really bad dream this morning, will have hard sleep for the few following days i'm pretty sure.

Perhaps i'm too much dependable.

Should have started to get use to them, there'll be more next year.

The most reading word of the month: MEMORY

Why one can't balance for all?

probably only me.

I'm just not a multi-task person.

I promise i'll care you more. <3

say bye bye to my long hair.

I wish i have more time for everyday

10PM

2010-03-16T21:49:00.006+08:00

doing the last part of the case study, mood is not there.

so i am here.

This sem has been very lazy like pig, and yes my size is growing to be a pig too.

eat too much? No.

No exercise? As usual.

siu yeh? Sometimes i admit.

rootBEER? I doubt that.

I promised my parents to post this funny conversation to share with others.

They are just too cute.

Because they are my parents. =P

First, this gonna be Mommy's funniest quote of the year.

Mommy just changed her handphone.

So the tauke asked for her simcard to put into the new phone.

Lengzhai tauke: aunty lei bei ngo lei ge simcard.

Mommy: mat yeh card? ngo din wah mou simcard geh wor!!

{she misthought simcard as memory card, and she doesn't has memory card previously for the old phone}

A three seconds of silence and everyone laughed, the one who laughed the hardest was me. LOL

Daddy: Maxis hai lei geh hai mai? gam ba bai ngm sai simcard ge la??

--Daddy's gam gui--

His friend was fooling around, he managed to capture funny expressions.

Daddy: eh girl ah ba zhe ge zhao pian PO shang MAYBOK gei ren jia kan.

Me: har ah ba zai jiang duo yi ci, POST qu na li ar?

Daddy: MAYBOK! {FACEBOOK}

Me: XD

I don't wanna cry in front of you because I'll cry harder.

I want a big change for my year 20.

Courage

2010-02-26T01:39:00.003+08:00

Courage is the ability to step forward through fear.

Courage does not mean the absence of doubt or fear, but the ability to act in spite of them.

Courage means accepting responsibility.

Courage means non-conformity.

Courage means pushing beyond the comfort zone.

Courage means asking for what you want and saying what you think.

Courage means fighting for what you believe.

Yes, all i ever wanted.

LEADER

2010-02-25T18:01:00.007+08:00

25.02.2010 - First day of reading my leadership text book for mid term on 01.03.2010

Conversation between mommy and i.

me: mommy ar, leadership hen sien ar, dou bu dong yao du sen mo...

mommy: leadership ar, yao you leader de lo..

me: ...... wo gou zhi dao la!!!

I cant stop laughing after 10 seconds hearing this.

My family is just so cute. XD

Sometimes this small lil things cheer up my mood on study.

Hear and understand me.

Even if you disagree with me, please don't make me wrong.

Acknowledge the greatness within me.

Remember to look for my loving intentions.

Tell me the truth with compassion.

Up and Down

2010-02-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

Today's CNY,

bbbbaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh

today is an emo day.

It's falls at night, car broke down, engine kept on and off;

issue bout 2 cars, 1 car, new or old;

got a sad call, not the right time;

constipation, black lotus;

ass-es, fb maintenance;

i just realized i'm addicted to fb, outing photos.

afraid of no longer able to express myself after long time of hiding and ignoring.

Am i just care too much? or i'm not good enough?

Escape or face it.

memory

2010-02-13T01:08:00.003+08:00

无意中找出许多被岁月流逝的回忆。

怀念昔日的我们，想念天真烂漫的时光。

好像时光机带我环绕一圈，

好怕那宝贵的画面渐渐被遗忘。

如何才能留守着他们？

Happy Belated Birthday

2010-01-27T23:47:00.005+08:00

I never be ashamed or regret to be a fan of him(them),

though there are many crazy fans out there.

我们也有年少轻狂的时候。

this was the first time got attracted to Korean wave.

and it never stops.

friends say i like perfect face.

No. He isn't perfect.

He just has the good voice i like.

but everyone seems to busy of their own business.

his movie is out by the way.

When is Malaysia's turn?

But what i really want is

their COMEBACK on stage

No more individuals or couple debuts,

but comeback as in FIVE.

How long do we have to wait for?

累了，

想逃避。

It's never enough.

2010-01-16T01:53:00.004+08:00

I thought it was enough.

I thought it was good enough.

However it turned up to be giant hammer hit on me.

I feel frustrated.

It just did not work.

How am i suppose to get over?

It is just another beginning.

Here they goes, here they come.

I wanna beat them so much.

Perhaps I should work it earlier.

Appreciate and try harder.

你从不知道，

我想做的，

不只是朋友。

My 2009

2010-01-01T22:27:00.012+08:00

I appreciate what i've gone through last year,
laugh and tears,
happy and sorrow;
Somehow i changed a lot.

Said goodbye to Utar,
but gained good friends.

supporting my friends who has lots of fans now
=P

I'm happy to see them back,
before they leave,
future professionals!

and then,
experienced working officially for 92 days.

幸苦，委屈，不甘；
感激，知足，看开了。

这算是转折点吧。。
思想从以前懵懂的，渐渐明白更多。

感觉真正开始踏入社会了。。
需要独立。

I'm grateful of what am i learning.

Glad to meet people who think the same.

A bunch of good heLpers

and helpful seniors.
=)

I ain't a good talker,
I'm working hard on it.

一个又一个地离开了，
去追逐各自的梦想；

给予深深的祝福!

someone goes,
someone back!!

and she brought back my future cousin brother in-law..
=D

Someone who always stand by me,

together we go through high and lows,

we emo,

we crazy,

we cool,

we ban yeh!
Xp

so,

this,

who says i don't have?

we walk we walk together,

not forgetting the remaining pairs!
=)

too less ppl to camwhore with..

2010, I WANT:-

1. everyone my closest healthy and happy {less emo.. =) }
2. love myself more
3. more courage to face challenges
4. them to be just like before.

my mom jealous because i keep this in my purse.
=P

有时候，
不把它看得重，
会开心许多。

Oppa

2009-12-15T00:08:00.003+08:00

while studying PMG,

still remember his special day.

nice outfit and tight pants..

Happy Birthday, Kim Jun Su.

Miss him,

and them.

I want them back.

Outsourcing,

The Art of Negotiating.

My Dear Diary,

2009-12-04T23:40:00.004+08:00

Having weird and scary dreams these days.

It's horrible and i wish they will never come true.

My beloved people must be happy and healthy,

that's all i wish.

Am i stressed out? No.

I'm enjoying the challenging part in a portion of my life,

though i always rant.

How i wish i am always the cheerful one.

here it comes, here it goes..

2009-11-22T14:30:00.008+08:00

i like this shot very much!!

♥♥♥

cant see both our pimples..

the one on left is daughter, mother on the right

hope to see ya on CNY2010!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

New look!!

2009-11-11T23:07:00.008+08:00

No more complicated navigations!

No more small fronts!

No more slow loading!

No more assignments!

No more presentations!

No more assessments!

However, without them, there'll be no today's me.

"What you've gone through the past shapes who you are today."(Queenie Punk, 2009)

"Friends are the siblings God forgot to give us." (Chai Jian, 2009)

two farts.

2009-10-25T16:46:00.006+08:00

I thought i will not abandon my blog,
I tried not to abandon my blog,
but yet,
I abandoned my blog for a month.

I thought i can take it on my own,
I tried not to let my friends worry,
but yet,
I need them so much.

I lurve 8 gals photo.
I miss them too.
=)

something missing is not all are there

I wore it once, before;
I want to wear it again, in 3 years time.

I wanna be a HELPER.

Do I look really that old meh???
=(

mv

2009-09-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

He's back. yo!!

To my friends,

so random.

2009-09-14T19:03:00.003+08:00

finally i am studying something that i've been prepared for 1 year.

more and more challenges to come

i'm sure i can get through them

BE CONFIDENT YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but,

havta break sometimes..

to stalk ur grandpa!!

While he was watching tv,

"can take picture like this wan ah?"

me:"ah gong, one more one more!!"

and my brother joined us.

"this time i dowan wear specs la.."

and back to tv.

I LOVE MY GRANDPA LO!!!!!!!!

cute o not??

yea it's him.

I bought though i'm seriously dislike the staff.

>3<

and i didn't regret.

Tagged by loon&yang from facebook

2009-09-09T22:20:00.003+08:00

1) Go to the link : http://mct421.deviantart.com/art/Question-Meme-Generator-69266481
2) Fill it out as asked.(Don't forget to enter the name of the person who tagged you into the generator)
3) Copy each question and answer them.
4) Tag the person who tagged you first as well as those you've mentioned.

1. What musical instrument would loon most likely play?

gitar? because he has long nails.. =P

2. Would you open a mystery gift jiyang just gave you, without much hesitation?

he wont trick me gua..

3. What do you think of queenie?

Thursday

4. Hot chai jian on jiyang action - Yes/No?

erm, he's not her cup of tea??

5. What advice would you give wai mun?

happy ever after.. =)

6. Describe wee kiat in one word.

apek!!! XD

7. What do you think about kit yeng?

mysterious

8. Have you dreamt of marie before?

have I??

9. If you could do anything with ejin, what would it be?

watch concert.. =)

10. What do you think about choon ting?

good guy?

LOL why all the questions almost the same??!!

back to school

2009-08-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

3 months of holidays ended just a click.

finished at utar, another beginning at HELP.

Not sure what's the life gonna be, but i'm exciting to start learning something what i want to.

Hope it'll be fun.

I don't know what the social pattern would it be, just hope more friendly people in pure.

It'll better, if we are together.

정말 긴장 되서요！！

Tagged by Loon

2009-08-22T21:54:00.002+08:00

To do:
1. Visit http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
2. Type in your name
3. Sloganize after each questions
4. Done? Tag another 20 ppl! And don't forget to inform me ya :) I need some great laugh!

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
Silly Rabbits, SookMian is for Kids.

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
Dont be an Amber SookMian.

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
Whenever there's a Snack Gap, SookMian fits.

4. How would you answer a booty call?
Can't Do it in Real Life, Do it On SookMian.

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
And All because The Lady Loves SookMian.

*yes yes.. XD*

6. To someone you dislike?
P-P-P-Pick Up a SookMian.

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
They drink SookMian in A Congo.

*har??*

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
Mild Green SookMian liquid.

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
Grab Life by the SookMian.

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
So easy, No Wonder SookMian is #1.

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
Is it Live, or is it SookMian?

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
When the going gets Tough, the Tough gets SookMian.

13. What are the best words to describe you?
Wow! I could hav had a SookMian!

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
I saw SookMian and i Thought of You.

*nice title!!*

15. Your last words before you die...
Dont be an Amber SookMian.

*hello, why repeat??*

16. Your message to a special someone..
The SookMian sign means Happy Motoring.

17. Title of this post will be...
Go to work on a SookMian.

*??? wat does this mean?? @.@*

more updates soon.

PERHAPS..

working days

2009-08-07T01:12:00.006+08:00

It's been long time i post something up here.
Working is really hectic, but i kinda like it, making my life more compact.
however, at the same time, because it takes up most of the time of a day, it's hard to find extra time to do other personal stuff.

Anyway, it's gonna end soon, and i have to switch back to study mode.
It's kinda excited because finally i'll start to learn something that i really aim for.

Cherish everyday i have.

=================================================================

catching up everyday the news and fan blogs to get updated infos.
i'm really afraid disband will happen on them as well.
I really hope that they can break the chain which they'll remain as a group of five until they retire.
I cant imagine a song without any of their voice, it wont be perfect anymore.

I really need them.

God bless!!!!

and yea,
it's 7th Aug now..

one of my besties birthday.
We are Leos,
but totally different personality.
Ages friendship that i'm always be proud of.
=)

Happy Birthday Chai Jian!

Luv u.
*hugs*

Tagged by June June

2009-07-19T13:35:00.004+08:00

King of Pop

2009-07-11T22:54:00.003+08:00

yuen cheng:"What happens if leehom pass away suddenly like him?"
me: "I'll cry like hell.. TOUCH WOOD!!"

i watch his concert dvd everyday at my working place..
I feel funny looking at his fans kept crying whenever he dance or sing..
but now his fans will never stop crying in their heart.

Heal the world, heal yourself too.

该醒了。。

2009-06-11T23:39:00.004+08:00

踏入社会后，感觉上自己许多以前都没发现的缺点逐渐被放大了。。

或许小时候被宠坏了吧。。

在某些方面，从来不认为自己是依赖型的。。

突然觉得自己好差劲，

或是这该是醒来的时候了吧。。

唉，好无奈哟！！！

photo credits to: the usual gang (sorry i don't know whose cam is this.. Xp)

I want this!

2009-06-07T14:01:00.003+08:00

i wanna get something like this..
digital, analog, day, and date..

and not too big..

but it's rm300+!!!!
T.T

Anyone can get discount for me??
=P

Working

2009-05-31T00:43:00.004+08:00

I've been learning a lot from the first day i work,

and get to know lots of friends..

though i'm still dumb on handling my job,

after 2 weeks.

>.<

jackie Chan's son..

Thanks QQ!

nice to meet you too!!!

PS: new watch, new clothes, new skin care are in awaiting lists!!

jiyang, abby and the usual gang,

miss u guys..

SONY TIME

2009-05-26T22:57:00.001+08:00

Grab the SONY TIME Magazine now!!!!

I LOVE MUSIC MAN!!!!

2009-05-16T02:00:00.001+08:00

2nd May 2009 @ bkt jalil stadium,

It was a blast!!!!

Opening guests were local artists Daniel Lee Jie Han and Kay.
I'll just skip that part.

Bahamut gitar as opening.

Music Man appeared.
The crowd was screaming loud.

What's Wrong With Rock as first performance

And a series of nostalgics.

He came down from stage and walk in the crowd during Forever Love.
I'm not there.
T.T

The second part when he disappeared from stage and showed up behind us,
i cant reach him again cuz all the ppl already ran over him.
AGAIN!!!!!
T.T

This time the stage was bigger,
more VVVVVVVVVIPs,
more RELAs,
more uncles and kids!!!!!!!
And they were sitting at the first few rows but quiet and so un-high!!!!
sooooo not syok lo..
luckily i was sitting between the HOMANiacs,
at least we screamed and sing along together and stood on the chair before ending!!

This time the great part of the concert is the stage effect and animation.
Just like this.

Surprisingly my brother is interested in this tee.

And birthday gift from HOMANIACS

Donno-how-many-hundred birthday wishes from members in a compact disc.

"The night is just begin."

Piano cannot miss.

And violin of course.

Here i introduce you the hottest band!
Members Xiao Wang, Xiao Li, Xiao Hong and vocalist, Wang Li Hong.

Thanks for giving me a wonderful night.

See ya on the next concert.

Im waiting for the pro-photographers' photos.

Photos credit to all local news and sunset from HOMANIACS

=================================================================

5th-7th May 2009,
first and last trip for TB3.
Destination: Melaka.

i hav no idea why r they doing that

girls in our room!! ^^

chicken rice ball is a must!!
because it's cheap!
XD

we went to Melaka just for the arcade.

and nice view from apartment

and beautiful river.
It is just....
a river.

i like this shot.

shhww-eet couple. =D

early in the morning

we are healthy people.

erm.. not so..

we take public transport!

to an old old old place

i think this shot very artistic lo...
self-perasan la..

it's really SUMMER in Melaka

contrary between ancient and modern

we had satay celup for our dinner too

it's called "luk luk" in cantonese

muahaha..
first time i drank dat much!

on the way back to KL

pls ignore the three kids behind.
XD

Boys and gals don't forget me oo!!!!
T.T

THE END.

here comes my schedules

2009-05-04T18:55:00.005+08:00

From studying the last 2 subjects for the whole week for the very final in foundation,

sitting in the exam hall for 4 hours,

last day final cant celebrate my mommy's bday with her.

I'm not a good girl.

I promise will replace it after my trip.

the next day start working at HOME DECOR,

four days marketing.

I luv the product so much even dreamed of it.

And watched my hubby's concert at bkt jalil.

Share the excitements later.

Hav a day rest after it ended.

No.

A day to get prepared for another trip.

The final trip spend with college friends.

Update after the trip.

Take care everyone.

Before ending,

It's a birthday wishes video for Leehom's 33rd bday from HOMANIACS.

there's a small cute boy wishes 'happy birthday leehom gor gor'.

And HOMANIACS is 10 years old!!!

Happy Birthday in Advance to HOMEBOY!!

PS: Any part time job available let me know ya? =P

Harmonical Voices..

2009-04-18T15:35:00.006+08:00

Korean boy group, Sweet Sorrow, they don't look handsome,
they aren't young, they don't look sporty,
but they have nice voices.

Another korean group i spotted after TVXQ have good harmonic vocals.
Every of them also able to carry main vocal.
My point of view i think theirs are more perfect.
You can feel that each of their volumes and skills are balance.

TVXQ HWAITING!!! Xp

Sweet Sorrow - Message Left For You LIVE

Sweet Sorrow & Lena Park - However think About You I Do LIVE

Another group,

Davichi - Davichi in Wonderland

01. 8282
02. 사고쳤어요
03. My Man
04. 사랑이 우습니
05. 오르골
06. Crazy Woman

I like track 1 and 2 so much lo!!!!

Davichi (다비치) - Comeback '사고쳤어요 & 8282'LIVE

Davichi (다비치) - 8282 (빨리빨리) (Hurry Hurry) LIVE

Music Man was here!!

2009-04-10T14:16:00.012+08:00

And this was on press conference..

notice on his track bottom,
i dont know what's that called,
but leehom also got into this kind of fashion trend?
=P

with the sponsors and organizers

yor see his face..
keep on thinner & thinner..
sam tong leh!!!
I REALLY DONT MIND IF IM THE ONE WHO IS THIN lo

Tuesday Night @ Solaris Mont Kiara, 6.30pm

My new friends
=)

yo!

he sang the only one song, Heartbeat

You see him in real is more good looking than this

im at somewhere on the right small like an ant wat de..

ta-da!! the only one sign-ed album and sign-ed postcard

the next day i had my presentation lo,
i hope i didn't screw it up..
=P

and here, i just back from ULU Langat,
passed by 2 road blocks,
without wearing seat belt!!

luckily the police are blind.
Oopsie!!
XD

Tagged by pangyuenchengthejason

2009-04-05T23:17:00.003+08:00

A damn long tag..

001. Real Name : Chiang Sook Mian
002. Nickname(s) : ehem ehem dont mention it
003. Age : NineTeen
004. Zodiac Sign : L-E-O
005. Male or Female : Fe-male
006. Elementary : Tadika Reka
007. Middle School: SJK (C) Tsun Jin {i miss those days so much}
008. High School : SMK Seri Bintang Selatan
009. College School : Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman
010. Hair colour : Black
011. Long or Short : semi-long semi-short??
012. Loud or Quiet : Quiet til everyone cant hear me >.<
013. Sweats or Jeans : i wish to wear sleeveless
014. Phone or Camera : CameraPhone
015. Health Freak : flu freak >.<
016. Drink or Smoke : I HATE SMOKE
017. Do you have a crush on someone : no idea
018. Eat or Drink : I lUV & I HATE
019. Piercings : perhaps more than two?
020. Tattoos : who knows in future?
021. Social or Anti-Social: Introvert
022. First Piercing : standard 4 or 5?
023. First Relationship : I donno if it counts
024. First Best Friend : not the forever
025. First Award : 3rd place in whole kindergarden {the highest success i got til now, shud i be proud??}
026. First Kiss : mommy ar!!!!
027. First Pet : Ant in my house?
028. First Big Vacation : looking forward to it
029. First Love at first sight: how does it feel like?
030. First Big Birthday : last year celebrated with my friends =)

Currently,
049. Eating : let me get my snack
050. Drink : water air shui
051. Excitement Level : --
052. I'm about to : sneez
053. Listening to : air flow
054. Plan for today : stop sneezing!!
055. Waiting for : tuesday XD
056. Energy Level : -50
057. Thinking of someone: who tagged me
058. Want kids? : not now
059. Want to get married?: a good guy
060. Careers in mind? : to be what i wanna be

Which is better in the boy/girl you like,
068. Lips or Eyes? : both?
069. Romantic or Funny? : both?
070. Shorter or Taller? : Taller of course, i'm already short enough okay?
071. Protective or Caring? : both?
072. Romantic or Spontaneous? : both?
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: too huge will scare me off
074. Sensitive or Loud? : than me
075. Hook-up or Relationship? : Serious
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: not at all

Have you ever,
080. Lost glasses or contacts : Broke It
081. Ran away from home : in my mind during tender
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: can i have a nuclear?
083. Killed somebody : definitely not myself
084. Broken someone's heart : tell me
085. Been arrested : what? for stepping cockroach?
087. Cried when someone died : i cry easily

Do you believe in,
089. Yourself : most of the time no
090. Miracles : i hope it really exists
091. Love at first sight: probably
092. Heaven : perhaps
093. Santa Claus : No
094. Tooth Fairy : No
095. Kiss in the first date: har..

Truthfully,
097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now? : hmm
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : hmm
099. Do you believe in God? : yea i guess
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people: WhoToTag?

listen & watch

2009-03-30T19:37:00.006+08:00

She is known as Korean Whitney Houston

I get to listen to her musics after Chai Jian's recommendation.

and I kinda like her too!

Her new album is out,

almost a month ago..

Lena Park Vol. 7 - 10 Ways To Say I Love You
Release Date: March 2, 2009
Language: Korean
Genre: Ballad

sorry cant translate to english for the track list..

Track list

치카치카
청순가련 리나 박
나 같은 사람 너 같은 사람
만져줘요
비밀 (Secret)
Sunday Brunch
비가
사랑은 이런게 아닌데...
만나러 가는 길

My favourites are track 2, 4, 5 and 6

Track 5 is the hit song of the album.

Her musics really stands her vocal out.

Lena Park performing SECRET live at Music Core

Tohoshinki - The Secret Code

Release Date: March 25, 2009

Language: Japanese
Genre: Pop

"2008 started and ended in the best way for Korean boy band Dong Bang Shin Ki with a series of Oricon No. 1 singles. Now they are back to continue their success streak in the new year. In March they're releasing their new single Survivor, which will be followed by their new album The Secret Code two weeks later. The Secret Code features 13 tracks including last year's hit songs Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattan darou?,Bolero, and Kiss The Baby Sky. Furthermore, fans can look forward to the band's latest single Survivor and the song Nobody Knows, the ending theme for TV Tokyo's broadcast of the Korean drama Bad Love."

~Information attached from Z-degrees forum~

Track List

Disc 1

01. Secret Game

02. FORCE

03. Doushite Kimi o Suki ni Natte Shimattandarou?

04. Nobody Knows

05. Beautiful you

06. Wasurenaide

07. 9095

08. Jumon -MIROTIC-

09. TAXI

10. Stand Up!

11. Survivor

12. Kiss The Baby Sky

13. Bolero

14. 9096 (Hidden Track)

Disc 2

01. We Are!

02. Take Your Hands -i.am.electro REMIX-

03. Box in the ship

04. Sennen Koi Uta

05. Purple Line

Here comes their 4th Japanese Album, The Secret Code.

Track 6 - Wasurenaide and 07- 9095 is composed by Jaejoong {damn proud of my boy lo!!! =D},

while track 12 - Kiss The Baby Sky by Yoochun.

Only once i heard among the new songs,

i prefer their ballad more actually.

Taxi and 9095 are the only track i like for now among the 7 new tracks,

others in previous singles such as Wasurenaide, Bolero, Doushite Kimi o Suki ni Natte Shimattandarou?, Survivor, We Are! still awesome in everyway..

{My mom likes Bolero very much.. keke.. XD}

I got information from fansite saying there really has some secret code in the album if u listen it deeply..

but as i dont understand korean and japanese cant figure out the 'secret code' as they said..

>.<

TVXQ 4th Japanese Album "The Secret Code" Preview (20 songs)

=======================================================================

Korean drama i'm currently fall for:

Boys of Flowers

'Kot Boda Namja' pronounced in korean.

It's like the Taiwan drama Meteor Garden, star by the Taiwanese boy group F4.

The boys here claimed themselves as F4 too..

but seriously i think these F4 much much more yeng lo!!!!

especially Kim Bum(second frm left) and Kim Hyun Jung(first frm right)

eh my mom says Kim Hyun jung handsome..

keke.. XD

BUT..

are they sharing the same hairstylist??

or imitation?

PS: my lovely jaejoong already had this hair cut before the drama is aired, and hyun jung changed his hairstyle to this in the middle of the drama

a-mei ar...

2009-03-20T21:09:00.001+08:00

i wanna watch A-Mei's concert!!!!
T.T

Tagged by Jian

2009-03-12T22:58:00.005+08:00

interesting tag..

CREATE YOUR BAND NAME & ALBUM COVER:

To Do This

1 - Go to Wikipedia.
Hit “random”or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to Quotations Page and select "random quotations"or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four or five words of the very last quote on the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days”or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together.

5 - Post it to where ever with this text and TAG the friends you want to join in.

i like the quote, but band name..

what de..

i FM Station..

>.<

Tag:

Queenie

Loon

Chai Jian

Yinyee

Jiyang

Denise

Friends & Family

2009-03-09T11:33:00.008+08:00

what i've done for the past 2 weeks?

from a holiday freeman back to last sem college student.

Cozy & Friends!

cheapest korean food i found for now..

At Sunway Asian Avenue

not really in blogging mood,

just let the pictures do the talkings..

this is spicy, i dont know what is it called..

>.<
yuen cheng ordered and ate it!!!!
brave nye!!!!
woohoo!!!

my lunch box of the day

"mommy i want sumthing like this to school everyday can can??"

Pan cake my favourite!!!

another day we went to Daorae,

the one i keep mentioning infront of my friends to bring me there..

so,

we went!!

just few days ago i found out nearby Sunway Mas has another branch too..

what de..

we went to Puchong lo!!!

see this??

zoom zoom zoom zooom..

not clear enough??

zoom zoom zoom zoom zooom

just ignore the guy on right..

he's the tauke

i kept promoting IXUS 80 to my dad

but at the end he bought this instead..

Panasonic Lumix F3

cheaper wor..

nevermind lo as long as we have a family digicam FINALLY

it's been long time since the last time we take family outdoor photos

so daddy said go Tin Hao Gong (what palace ar??)

to take pictures..

and then,

i found THIS!!!!!

hehe.. myfm punya donno-what-contest..

how can i win cash ar after having this photo??

photo with the owner..

he's from Tsun Jin High School..

Lastly,

toy impossible to have

Exams again..

Tagged by denise

2009-03-02T22:30:00.004+08:00

Here are the rules - post this list on your profile (in Notes) replacing my answers with yours. Tag 25
people to do the same thing.

1. Were you named after anyone?
★ before my brother

2. When was the last time you cried?
★ that day..

3. Do you like your hand writing?
★ more than doctors'

4. What is your favourite lunch meat?
★ bbq pork??

5. Do you have kids?
★ uncountable in future

6.If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
★ if i'm super extrovert

7. Do you use sarcasm?
★to those who r sarcastic

8. Do you still have your tonsils?
★ i'm human

9. Would you bungee jump?
★ from first floor

10. What is your favourite cereal?
★ i eat bread

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
★ i'm lazy

13. What is your favourite ice-cream?
★ wateva not vanilla

14. What is the first thing you notice about people?
★ shadow

15. Red or Pink?
★ red angpau not blood; pink tees not cat

16. What is your least favourite thing about yourself?
★ unconstant

17. Who do you miss the most?
★ everyone i love =)

18.Do you want everyone to complete the list?
★ suka hati kau

19. What colour pants and shoes are you wearing?
★ pink pants not panther, selipar

21. What are you listening to right now?
★ myfm radio online ~ baby baby JJ Lin

22. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
★ i don't wanna be crayon, weird smells.. >.< 23.Favourite smells?
★ my facial foam XD

24. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
★ checked my phone, Chee How yesterday night

26.Favourite sports to watch?
★ any as long as i'm in indoor

27. Hair colour?
★ hak ma ma

28.Eye colour?
★ black and white

29. Do you wear contacts?
★ specs i wear

30. Favourite Food?
★ depends on my mood

31. Scary movies or happy endings?
★ comedy

32.Last movie you watched?
★ Love Matters

33. What colour shirt are you wearing?
★ peach??

34. Summer or winter?
★ can i mix??

35. Hugs or kissess?
★ with who?

37. Most likely to respond?
★ what?

38. Least likely to respond?
★ apa?

39. What book(s) are you reading now?
★ Choosing not to love is my way of loving you

40. What is on your mouse pad?
★ TIKUS!!!! lol

41. What did you watch on TV last night?
★ Ultimate Power Group (eh my friend was there leh!!)

42.Favourite Sound(s)?
★ musics

43. Rolling Stones or Beatles?
★ Beatles.

44. What is the farthest you've been from home?
★ kampar soon to be

45. Do you have a special talent?
★ Do i?

46 Where were you born?
★ from my mom

47. Whose answers are you looking forward to seeing?
★ i haven tag anyone yet

48. How did you meet your spouse/significant other?
★ how i know wor

49. What is your sign?
★ LEO

50.If you could sit down to dinner with 5 people who would they be?
★ my family three, my future ~~brother-in-law~~ sister-in-law, and their kid??

thanks to waimun for reminding me de mistake, if not my brother bcome gay ady.. Xp

LeeHom's Concert 2009

2009-02-26T11:13:00.004+08:00

I've always pray that he would come before the day i go to Kampar.
He's really coming now!!!!

XD

Concert Info:

Date : 2nd May 2009
Venue : Bukit Jalil National Stadium (Outdoor)
Ticket Price : (Numbered Seating) VVIP RM600.00 (6th to 12th Row) / RM398.00 / RM318.00 / RM268 / RM198 / RM138 / (Free Seating) RM88
Public Sale : 2nd March 2009 (not confirmed yet)

==============infro credits to: HOMANIACS MALAYSIA====================

Why is the ticket price become so expensive??!!!
please consider his fans there are still students not only women okay...
>.<

VVIP no hope liao..
T.T

today is my decision day = bank-in the money, yet i haven tell my dad about this..
Please don't slap me..
T.T

i'm gonna spend so much these few months..
handphones, Ext hard drive, TVXQ might be coming summo!!! (though dat's almost impossible..)

rm398 very expensive hor?? but, the others cannot see clearly de wor!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

另一個天堂

2009-02-20T14:20:00.005+08:00

王力宏張靓穎另一個天堂官方完整版MV

"典型的狮子座，只爱被爱。

因为被爱比较安全，而爱人是一种危险，对他们而言；

因为他们一旦真爱上谁，就会心甘情愿的化王为奴。"

-文摘自《不爱，也是一种爱》橘子作品-

Raising Funds to save her eye

2009-02-18T11:24:00.006+08:00

checked my mails today,
a member of tvxq fanclub (she's incharged of their concert petition) sent me an e-mail,
not about the follow-up of the petition, in fact it's about raising funds for a girl.

Yvonne Foong, who has appeared herself on newspapers, tv and charity events to tell everyone about herself.
She's pursuing her psychology degree at SEGI college, and often plan events to sell t-shirts to collect funds for her radiation fees.

She's suffering from Neurofibromatosis Type 2.

She is the author of the book "I'm Not Sick, Just A Bit Unwell" (i never read before though)

Neurofibromatosis Type 2 is genetic disorder that makes tumors grow in the brain, spine, and along peripheral nerves.

She has become deaf in both ears. She has an Auditory Brainstem Implant that helps her to perceive sounds, but it is limited and may take many years to train. Imagine how heartbreaking it must be to not be able to enjoy wonderful music the way we do. Yet, we take such enjoyment for granted most of the time. She was also born with an under-developed left eye. So vision in her right eye is very important. It must be preserved.

She needs funds to undergo a Gamma Knife Radiosurgery on 28 February 2009, which will kill an optic nerve tumor and save her remaining right eye. The amount required for the operation is Ringgit Malaysia 94,000.00. As of today, she has only managed to raise RM37,346.62. The surgery will be done at Good Samaritan Hospital, Los Angeles. She has gone through many surgeries since 2002 and have very limited physical abilities such as profound deafness, underdeveloped left optic nerve, low right visual acuity, poor balance and semi facial paralysis.and is trying to gather funds for her operation. She needs to raise in order to save her remaining right eye.

As i browse through her website, coincidentally found out she's a member of HOMANIACS (Leehom Malaysia Official an Club) too..
Unfortunately she's cant listen to his musics.
Sometimes these unfortunates remind us to appreciate how lucky we are.

Well, to those who are affordable and willing to help,
you may visit her site to know more about donation details

IF YOU ARE STUDENTS OR DONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO HELP HER, YOU CAN STILL CONTRIBUTE,

follow the instruction below.

Click the link to visit her site. http://www.yvonnefoong.com/donate/ GENERATES INCOME and will be used for the purpose of donation. Therefore, if you're merely a student with no income to contribute, clicking the link multiple times and waiting for the website to load will contribute in some way to the fund. Remember that the DEADLINE IS 20th February as she needs the funds by the end of this month.

CLICK HERE TO YVONNE FOONG'S WEBSITE http://www.yvonnefoong.com/donate/ (income generating link)

What i able to do is help to spread and click the link, at least it helps a little.
How about you?

Let's have something fluff now..
her idol, as well as mine, is having a revised version of HEARTBEAT album.
CD+DVD, includes 5 mvs of his.

woo, waist hurts.. >.<

not gonna buy this anyway,
though it has a nice cover
=)

around the corner,
tvxq will have their 3rd concert tour, MIROTIC.
Why aren't they coming??!!!
T.T

i miss jaejoong, so much..
yoochun, so cute..
junsu, ur gag..
yunho, ur dance..
changmin, unreachable voice..
T.T

CHANGMIN, our 'mangnae' birthday today!

become man..

u were my mom's favourite among 5..
XD

take good care of ur 'hyungs'..

and dont bully junsu too much ya?
=P

Saengil chu ka hamnida!!!!
mani mani saranghaeyo!!!

what's wrong with blogger??

2009-02-09T19:04:00.004+08:00

having problem to edit post here

>.<

finally the last paper ends..

donno how the results will be but dont care it for now,

really havta get myself relax a little..

firstly,

happy belated birthday to u-know yunho, the leader of tvxq

roti tisu for u from my mom & i..

honestly i thnink the pic on the left doesn't looks like him lo..

looks distorted..

too much of photoshop ady la..

>.<

SM Concert at Bangkok..

why didn't they come here too??

T.T

dat's towel on jaejoong's head is from a china jaejoong's fan club..

how lucky they are..

leehom's part:-

我完全沒有任何理由理你 MV官方高畫質完整版

Leehom on Talk Asia:-

this was the third time already leh..

damn proud..

Part 1

PArt 2

Part 3

馬來西亞呢？

2009-01-30T14:59:00.007+08:00

while lazy studying, coincidentally saw this and feel like wanna share it here..since i never post big issue in my blog.

評論：鄭丁賢‧好消息‧壞消息‧慢消息

2009-01-22 19:47

好消息：國行大幅度降息，以及調低銀行法定儲備率。

壞消息；英特爾關廠，裁員千人。

慢消息：70億令吉振興配套，苦等未至，才說二週後發放。

經濟危機當頭，好、壞、無，各行其道，反映不同層次，不同反應，不同思維。

國家銀行的表現沒有讓國人失望。這一次出重手，砍利率，降儲備率，讓人

刮目相看。

各主要國家都採取降息策略，日本和美國的利率，都已經近零水平，目的就是讓更多資金流入市場，維繫商業活力和成長動力，也減輕貸款者的負擔。

把錢留在銀行，於事無補；錢必須放出去，讓它在市場裡流動，才有乘數效應，滾出更多錢。

這個道理很簡單；但是，經濟不景時，商業銀行為了自保，就會反其道而行，收緊銀根，雨天收傘，害慘商家，賠上經濟。

國家銀行必須先祭出令旗，商業銀行不能不配合，利率下降，銀根放鬆，活水源頭來，算是好消息。

然而，經濟放緩效應陸續而來，作為檳州投資之寶的英特爾，也要關廠。至於是否改而投資他州，是以後的事；目前至少增加上千的失業人口。

責任或許不應歸咎檳州，畢竟這是跨國企業回應衰退的全球對策。

馬爺爺和一群發動抵制美國貨的人士，是否會歡呼慶祝？他們不費吹灰之力，美國人就已經先溜了。看來，抵制行動已經先聲奪人，可以再接再厲。

至於那千名失業人士，是否可以從大馬救濟巴勒斯坦基金之中，撥出部份款項，解決他們的生活問題？還請馬爺爺指點。

經濟風暴已經登陸，裁員減薪關店的消息，不斷傳來。只是，政府對抗經濟風暴的70億令吉配套，兩個月前提出時，是敲鑼打鼓，兩個月後的今天，卻是偃旗息鼓。

第一項配套還未落實，卻出現了第二配套，政策方向何在，讓人有點納悶。

好消息，壞消息，慢消息，甜、酸、苦滋味同時而來，叫民間不知如何消受。

星洲日報／夜雨晨風‧作者：鄭丁賢‧2009.01.22

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鄭丁賢‧學凱因斯也要有創意

2009-01-23 20:19

看看新加坡如何應對經濟風暴，再看看馬來西亞怎麼做。

新加坡政府剛提呈的振興經濟配套，準備投入205億新元（約492億令吉）救經濟。

相比之下，大馬的振興經濟配套，是“區區”70億令吉，約是新加坡的七分之一。別忘了，大馬的國內生產總值，還比新加坡高了一些。

當然，新加坡的財政充裕，它

的經濟情況比較險峻，這使它有能力，也有必要採取更激進的振興措施。

一舉拋出205億新元，需要很大的魄力和勇氣。更重要的，是如何應用這205億新元。

在經濟風暴吹襲之下，所有國家的財經領導人，都會翻開凱因斯理論，重溫增加總體需求，擴大公共開支，緩和失業壓力這些基本的蕭條經濟學。

但是，即使把凱因斯的《就業、利息和貨幣的一般理論》這本舊書背得滾瓜爛熟，也找不到具體的藥方。

凱因斯只能告訴你一般道理，但是，隨著時代不同，環境改變，社會條件不一樣，藥方必須自己配。

要配出好的藥方，除了要具備專業知識，也要有創意。奧巴馬財經團隊的創意，就強過布什團隊。

新加坡的振興配套，也比大馬來得有創意。

救經濟，最重要有兩點。一是讓人民有工作，二是讓商家能夠周轉。

為了保住僱員的飯碗，讓大家有工作，它設立了“僱用補貼”（Job Credit），幫僱主付部份薪水給僱員。

政府幫老板付薪水，老板想裁員，也會三思而後行。僱員不失業，家庭就有收入，經濟再壞，也還有保障。

為了避免商家周轉不靈，它制定“特別風險分擔計劃”，由政府出面幫助商家承擔風險。

銀行可以放心借貸。萬一商家陷入困境，銀行收不回貸款，只要符合條件，政府代為償還。

如此，還怕銀行不貸款嗎！只要銀行放鬆銀根，資金就會充裕流動，生意能夠做下去，經濟就不會乾涸。

其它措施還包括各種稅務回扣，發出樂齡花紅等等，都是有創意，可行性高，效果好的政策。

看完新加坡的振興配套，讓人相信新加坡可以渡過難關。

馬來西亞呢？

星洲日報／夜雨晨風‧作者：鄭丁賢‧2009.01.23

~Articles attached from sinchew-i.com ~

btw,

HAPPY CHINESE MOO Moo YEAR EVERYONE!!!

ps: Tohoshinki's Bolero and Wasurenaide are AWESOME!!!!

Tagged by loon & Jae's attributes

2009-01-28T20:49:00.006+08:00

Tagged by loke de loon..
{soli lo.. late few days ni ma.. Xp}

ok la i admit there r few times i purposely ignore cuz i'm very peh at home..
dat's y i dragged..
=P

The Rule is!!!!
1. Take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair. Just take a picture.

3. Post the photo with NO EDITING.

4. Post these instructions with your photo.

this shows how "hardworking" i am..
LOL..

firstly started to test how to make my webcam works..
then accidentally clicked..
>.<

then pretended studying..
KONONNYA..

in less than 1 min,

eyes closed.

can't imagine i brought along my marketing notes wherever i goes these days,
using my relative's room to study!!!!
ppl thought i'm very hardworking..
but actually bcuz of doing last min work..
>.<
langsung takde CNY mood lo..
summo angpau oso less..
haiz...
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26th jan was my 2nd hubby's bday!!!!
supposed to be very happy,
but bcuz of CNY and exams i dont feel like blogging..
>.<

one year older,
23 years old ady neh...
one step closer to man liao..
heehee..

i remembered this was the first pic i noticed on him..
@.@

one year elder, but don't drink too much oo...

hope u'll meet ur love ones one day..

hope ur friendship last forever..

hope ur hair stay black..
and healthy..
XD

hope u don't expose ur body too often..

and too much..
>.<

buy more blancket please..

always have enuf rest to chase away ur eyebags

exercise more

smile always..

sa rang hae yo!!!!
saeng il chu ka hab ni da!!!!!

~~bolero = balet~~

Say Goodbye to my Leng Lui..

2009-01-17T00:37:00.003+08:00

we already apart from each other for 4 hours,
thanks so much to a person who really has a good taste on spotting u to become his/hers.
{i really think it's a HE}
you are taken away from me,
without my permission,
without my notice,
without saying a goodbye.

I'm sad cuz only spent 6 months with you,
i thought it will last so much longer than now,
honestly, if HE really needs you so much for food, for kids, something really matters,
it's forgivable cuz i know life is tough;

but if HE just wanna fool around, or to make profit just for own selfish satisfaction,
@$%&()()*&%$###$^&&*&^%!!!!$$$%!!!!!!!!!!!! is for you,
you better don't use up all my credits inside,
i don't like to curse.

Mommy says:"Today u very hak ,u bought black T summo, no wonder u r so hak today. Whoa summo the words!!! This is why u so unlucky today..."

Me:"....... ..... ............"